Good evening ladies... I'll start with letting you all know we're settled in California.
We've moved into military housing and although it's small, it isn't that bad.
It took us two days to unpack and we're done... we have a few boxes lying around
that need to be thrown out on trash day and curtains to hang but other than that it's all done.
So, this is going to be a very personal blog. And if your modest, there is no need
to go on.
Don't say I didn't warn you.
I've said this more times than I can count,
I've yo-yo'd back and forth with eating right and giving up, losing weight and
gaining it back. But it ends tonight.
I'm tired of sabotaging myself, because that's exactly what I'm doing. I can do this.
And I'm bringing you all along for the ride, I need more than just
my husband to hold me accountable. I've got an amazing family, and I've got this
incredible husband who loves me for me, no matter what.
A current picture of me
Me at 165ish in 2007
So, my plan...
I plan to eat healthier. I plan to NOT obsessively weight myself
and I plan to not be so hard on myself if I do slip up!
I am going to check in with you guys every two weeks with a follow up photo and stats!
And if I don't, please yell at me! I'm serious... I need accountability!!
And if any of you want to join me... let's do this together!
Maybe my sharing my journey can help others as well.
Mood: Depressed & ashamed with this weight!